Saturday, January 14, 2006:
hey people. just decided to take off my tagboard for a while. things are getting quite out of hand on it.
jerome>> no lah. NO sparks anywhere.
weird and anon >> you know, i'm sure that i havent been really talking behind claire's back. really. i've only been sharing my problems and asking for advice among a few of my close friends. and yes, i do hope i can resolve this before i fly off.
claire >> i dont know whats happening between us. and i do need to talk to you. whenever you're ready.
someone said that God throws you these problems only to make you stronger in your faith and that you'll learn to come to depend on Him instead of your own strength. but sometimes all it seems to me is just making me feel more distant from God than getting closer to Him. i question myself, why cant things be less complicated. why cant life be simpler. and then i realise that Satan is crafty and scheming. He's trying means and ways to dim the light that leads me. and discernment now becomes really important. to seperate the truth from the lies. i guess in a way God is trying to toughen me up. i want to be strong. yet i feel so weak. this verse just came to me. isaiah 40:33 -
but those who hope in the Lord will renew their stregth. they will soar on wings like eagles, they will run and not grow weary. they will walk and not be faint. and i will be at peace. eventually.
god just teach me to run on your strength, to soar on your wings.
when the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
i will be still and know You are God
if anyone has anything to say, sms, msn, call, email, talk to me face to face. thanks.
a shout of praise.
3:55 PM
